Do you ever...

Do you ever
sit in the tub and look around
notice the hair dryers plugged in
and consider dropping it down

Do you ever
get ready to walk across the street
see that a car is coming
almost dont stop your feet

Do you ever
find yourself on that bridge
toes dangling over
and think of moving that extra smidge

Do you ever
see something metal, something small
suspiciously close to an outlet
and almost put it in the wall

Do you ever
look at the toaster see it's on
have a fork in hand
and contemplate sticking it gone

Do you ever
just for a split second
that tiny little moment
think of letting it all end

Maybe I'm crazy
or maybe you think this way too
but we both know life is precious
of course we do

but sometimes,
that second we spend thinking it out
just that moment, just that doubt
could end it all...



<3 shelby